Myself

The song 'Myself' by Full Moon Wo Sagashite delves into the complex emotions of love, loss, and self-discovery. The lyrics express a deep sense of longing and confusion, as the protagonist grapples with their feelings for someone they care about deeply. The recurring question, 'どうして どうして 好きなんだろう' (Why, why do I love you so much?), highlights the protagonist's struggle to understand the intensity of their emotions, which are so powerful that they bring them to tears.

The song reflects on a past where the protagonist felt they had too much to lose, rendering them unable to express themselves fully. This sense of loss and the search for a place of belonging is evident in the lines, '少し離れた場所 そこが私の居場所だった' (A place a little far away, that was my place). The protagonist finds solace in the presence of the person they love, who has always been by their side, even in moments of loneliness and sadness. This connection is profound, yet it is also a source of pain, as the protagonist realizes the depth of their feelings only after being separated.

The lyrics also touch on the theme of self-discovery through separation. The protagonist comes to understand what has been their support all along, as expressed in '今まで 何が支えだったか 遠く離れて わかったよ' (I realized what has been my support all this time, after being far away). This realization is bittersweet, as the protagonist struggles to let go of the memories and the person they love, despite knowing that they must move on. The song beautifully captures the paradox of love—how it can be both a source of immense joy and profound sorrow, and how it shapes one's identity and sense of self.

The emotional depth and lyrical poignancy of 'Myself' resonate with anyone who has experienced the complexities of love and loss. It is a heartfelt exploration of the human condition, reflecting the universal struggle to understand and cope with powerful emotions.