What Would I Do?

FUR's song 'What Would I Do?' delves into themes of loneliness, self-reflection, and the complexities of human relationships. The lyrics open with the protagonist contemplating the raindrops on their windowpane, a metaphor for introspection and the passage of time. This imagery sets the tone for a song that explores the emotional turbulence of changing feelings and the harsh lessons learned through personal experiences. The line 'A lot can change about the way you feel I guess I was learning that the hard way' suggests a painful realization about the fluidity of emotions and relationships.

The recurring line 'All of my friends are about to be no one' highlights a sense of impending isolation. The protagonist feels a growing distance from their social circle, which leads to a deeper self-reflection. The clouded breath on the mirrored glass symbolizes a distorted self-image, further emphasizing the internal struggle. The question 'What did you expect from me I told you all there was to know' reveals a sense of frustration and vulnerability, as if the protagonist feels misunderstood or judged despite their transparency.

The chorus, with its plea 'Please don’t go away, what would I do, what would I say,' captures the fear of abandonment and the desperation to hold onto meaningful connections. The repetition of 'What should I do, what should I say' underscores the uncertainty and helplessness that often accompany such emotional turmoil. Despite acknowledging their selfish tendencies, the protagonist expresses a genuine effort to improve, highlighting the complexity of human emotions and the struggle to balance self-interest with the desire for companionship.