Back To What You Knew

G-Eazy's song "Back To What You Knew" delves into the emotional turmoil of a relationship that repeatedly falls apart due to one partner's inability to break free from their past behaviors. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of betrayal and the cyclical nature of toxic relationships. The phrase "you went right back to what you knew" signifies a return to old habits or perhaps an ex-lover, which has caused immense pain and disappointment for the narrator. This repetition of past mistakes is a central theme, highlighting the difficulty of moving forward when one is anchored to their past.

The song's chorus emphasizes the transformation of the narrator into a 'monster,' a metaphor for how the betrayal and emotional pain have changed him. This transformation is not self-inflicted but rather a result of the partner's actions, suggesting a loss of innocence and trust. The repeated line, "you tore me in two," underscores the deep emotional wound inflicted by the partner's return to familiar, destructive patterns. The narrator's worst fears are realized, leading to a sense of hopelessness and despair.

In the verses, G-Eazy reflects on the repeated attempts to salvage the relationship, each time hoping for a different outcome. The mention of sobriety and closure indicates a desire for clarity and resolution, yet the cycle of hurt continues. The imagery of being at the end of his rope and feeling like there's a hole in the boat conveys a sense of sinking and helplessness. The song poignantly captures the essence of love's painful side, where despite efforts to mend and move forward, the past's grip remains strong, leading to repeated heartbreak.