Crazy

In 'Crazy,' gavn! delves into the emotional aftermath of losing a significant person in his life. The song opens with a sense of abandonment, as the artist reflects on needing help but not receiving it. This sets the tone for a narrative filled with pain and longing. The lyrics 'Felt kinda bad, you were never even by my side' highlight the loneliness and isolation he felt during a critical time. Despite this, there's a commitment to enduring the pain, as he vows to be there 'till the end of forever without you tonight,' indicating a deep, unresolved attachment.

The chorus, 'I don't need no praise, felt like I've gone crazy,' captures the essence of his emotional state. The word 'crazy' here is a metaphor for the overwhelming feelings of grief and confusion that come with loss. The artist recounts losing someone at sixteen, a formative age, which adds layers to his emotional struggle. The mention of his mother's worry underscores the broader impact of his grief, affecting not just him but his family as well. The line 'everything's been different, I don't know why I've been so distant' suggests that the loss has fundamentally changed him, making it difficult to connect with others.

The song also touches on the passage of time and its effects on grief. 'Guess November hits different tonight' implies that certain times of the year, possibly anniversaries or significant dates, intensify his feelings of loss. The recurring theme of visiting a grave signifies a ritualistic attempt to maintain a connection with the deceased, even as he grapples with the reality of their absence. The repetition of 'I don't need no praise, felt like I've gone crazy' serves as a poignant reminder of the ongoing struggle to find peace and understanding in the wake of profound loss.