hit the dirt

In 'hit the dirt,' gavn! delves into the emotional and psychological struggles of maintaining a relationship while dealing with personal turmoil. The song opens with a poignant image of the artist's pride left on the ground, symbolizing a moment of vulnerability and defeat. This sets the stage for a narrative where the protagonist feels distant and disconnected, unable to get closer without losing more of themselves. The lyrics convey a sense of desperation and a longing to reconnect, but also an acknowledgment of the pain and difficulty involved in doing so.

The recurring phrase 'When I hit the dirt' serves as a powerful metaphor for hitting rock bottom or experiencing a significant setback. The burning lungs and the struggle to get back to Earth represent the intense effort and emotional labor required to overcome these challenges. The artist's repeated attempts to be there for their loved one, despite the hardships, highlight a deep commitment and a relentless drive to mend the relationship. This struggle is further emphasized by the line 'It's easy to say, so much harder to do,' which captures the gap between intention and action.

The song also touches on the inevitability of pain and the acceptance that some things are beyond control. The line 'Know I'm not trying to go' suggests a fight against giving up, while 'If you skip a few chapters, you'll see how the story goes' implies a sense of fatalism or resignation to the unfolding events. Despite the acknowledgment that 'it's not gonna suck, but it's not the end,' there is a glimmer of hope and resilience. The artist is trying to navigate through the emotional dirt, striving to find a way back to stability and connection.