In Aeternum Vive

George Houston's 'In Aeternum Vive' is a poignant exploration of the human desire for eternal life and the complexities of relationships. The Latin phrase 'In aeternum vive,' which translates to 'live forever,' serves as a recurring motif throughout the song, symbolizing the yearning for permanence in a world where everything is transient. The song opens with the line 'We’re creatures of the spring you and I,' suggesting a sense of renewal and rebirth, yet this is juxtaposed with the fear of mortality, as expressed in 'Is it a crime that I don’t wanna die.' This duality sets the stage for a deeper examination of life's fleeting nature and the desire to hold on to moments and people.

The lyrics delve into the emotional landscape of a relationship strained by external factors, such as the use of antidepressants. The line 'I bet life’s oh so pleasant, kicking back in your antidepressants' hints at the numbing effect of medication, which, while providing relief, also alters the dynamics of the relationship. The repeated wish that these changes didn't affect 'the way you feel about me' underscores the struggle to maintain emotional connections in the face of such challenges. The mention of 'wishful thinking' and 'drinking all of my gin' adds layers of escapism and coping mechanisms, painting a vivid picture of the complexities involved.

The song also touches on themes of familial relationships and loss. The line 'You’re becoming your mother, I heard' followed by 'Since she died, we don’t talk about her' reveals a deep-seated grief and the impact of generational patterns. The refrain 'As long as you’re there' is a poignant reminder of the importance of presence and connection, even when words fail. The repetition of 'In aeternum vive' throughout the song serves as a haunting reminder of the desire for eternal life and the struggle to find meaning and connection in the face of life's impermanence.