Te Estaba Pensando
Gera MX
The Tug-of-War Between Love and Hate in 'Te Estaba Pensando' by Gera MX
Gera MX's song 'Te Estaba Pensando' delves into the complex emotions that arise from a tumultuous relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person caught in the throes of conflicting feelings—oscillating between love and hate for someone who was once a significant part of their life. The opening lines, 'Estaba pensando / Que te estoy odiando / Y a la vez te quiero,' encapsulate this emotional dichotomy, highlighting the struggle to reconcile these opposing sentiments.
The song further explores the theme of longing and the difficulty of moving on. Despite having 'mil motivos pa' olvidarte' (a thousand reasons to forget you), the protagonist admits to still seeing their former lover everywhere. This persistent presence in their mind underscores the depth of their emotional attachment and the challenge of letting go. The mention of 'enero' (January) as a time when the longing intensifies suggests that certain times or memories trigger these feelings more acutely.
Gera MX also touches on the frustration and helplessness that come with unrequited love or a breakup. The lines 'Me he queda'o bien frustra'o por aquella situación / Tener que mirar de lejos sin cantar nuestra canción' convey a sense of being stuck, unable to move forward or fully express their emotions. The metaphor of a 'sopa de letras' (alphabet soup) where they never found the right words symbolizes the communication breakdown and unresolved issues in the relationship.
The song's raw and honest portrayal of these emotions resonates with anyone who has experienced the pain of a complicated love. Gera MX's lyrical style, blending vulnerability with a touch of defiance, adds depth to the narrative, making 'Te Estaba Pensando' a poignant exploration of the human heart's contradictions.