I Duckinf Hatw You

GHOSTEMANE's 'I Duckinf Hatw You' is a visceral outpouring of self-loathing and existential despair. The song's title, a deliberate misspelling of 'I fucking hate you,' sets the tone for a track that is both aggressive and deeply personal. The lyrics convey a sense of disillusionment with love and life, as the artist rejects the notion of love and expresses feelings of being a 'time bomb,' suggesting a volatile state of mind.

The song's protagonist grapples with feelings of worthlessness and the perception that others may see him as a deity ('You say I’m a God'), which he vehemently denies. This internal conflict is further emphasized by the line 'Literally a million other reasons I gotta pretend I’m ok,' revealing the pressure to maintain a facade of normalcy despite inner turmoil. The recurring theme of not being wanted ('Nobody wants you') and the absence of a 'forever' for him paints a picture of a person who feels fundamentally unlovable and disconnected from the concept of a happy future.

GHOSTEMANE's lyrics also touch on his troubled past, including a difficult relationship with his father, who is depicted as abusive and dismissive ('Daddy hated everything but his pills'). The raw emotion in the song is palpable, as the artist struggles with his identity and the desire to escape his demons. The intense delivery and dark themes are characteristic of GHOSTEMANE's style, which often blends elements of rap with industrial and metal influences to create a sound that is both haunting and confrontational.