Pathetic

GHOSTEMANE's song 'Pathetic' delves into the complex emotions of self-worth and the struggle to move on from a toxic relationship. The lyrics reveal a deep sense of internal conflict, as the narrator grapples with feelings of inadequacy and the lingering impact of someone's words. The opening lines, 'Why am I in pieces over everything you say? / I'm following the creases on this paper note you gave,' suggest a fixation on past interactions and the difficulty of letting go. This fixation is further emphasized by the line, 'Why do I still keep it? I guess I'm scared of change,' highlighting the fear of moving forward and the comfort found in familiar pain.

The chorus, 'You're pathetic, you know? / Why do I have to / Remind myself of that? / I don't know / I'm pathetic I know,' reflects a cycle of self-deprecation and projection. The narrator oscillates between blaming the other person and acknowledging their own flaws. This duality is a common theme in GHOSTEMANE's work, where he often explores the darker aspects of the human psyche and the struggle for self-acceptance. The repetition of 'I'm pathetic I know / But I don't have to / Hurt you to pretend / That it's not true' suggests a desire to break free from this cycle without causing harm to others, indicating a glimmer of self-awareness and growth.

GHOSTEMANE's unique blend of industrial, hip-hop, and metal elements in his music creates an intense backdrop for these raw emotions. His style often incorporates themes of mental health, existential dread, and personal turmoil, resonating with listeners who may feel similarly conflicted. 'Pathetic' is a poignant exploration of the internal battles we face when dealing with self-worth and the impact of toxic relationships, ultimately highlighting the importance of self-reflection and the courage to change.