Polaris
GHOSTEMANE
Defiance and Self-Reliance in GHOSTEMANE's 'Polaris'
GHOSTEMANE's 'Polaris' is a raw and intense exploration of self-reliance, defiance, and existential struggle. The song opens with a stark image of isolation and finality, as the artist describes himself at the 'end of the rope,' alone and without a note. This sets the tone for a narrative of personal accountability and rejection of external salvation. The metaphor of throwing 'mothafuckers off the life boat' and watching them sink underscores a ruthless determination to sever ties with anything or anyone that might hold him back, emphasizing a survival-of-the-fittest mentality.
A recurring theme in the song is the rejection of faith and divine intervention. GHOSTEMANE expresses frustration with a higher power that seems unresponsive, as illustrated by the line 'God left me on read.' This sentiment is further amplified by the repeated exclamation 'Fuck faith,' which signifies a complete disavowal of religious or spiritual guidance. Instead, the artist vows to 'pave my own way,' highlighting a fierce independence and a commitment to self-determination. This defiance is not just against religious faith but also against any form of external validation or control.
The chorus, with its repetitive 'I know what you're thinking,' suggests a deep awareness of others' perceptions and judgments. However, rather than seeking approval, GHOSTEMANE desires hatred from others, mirroring his own self-loathing. This complex interplay of self-awareness and self-destructive tendencies adds a layer of psychological depth to the song. The repeated mantra of 'Hexada, never let up, I'ma get up' serves as a declaration of resilience, turning adversity into a source of strength. The closing line, 'Do what thou wilt,' echoes the famous maxim of Aleister Crowley, reinforcing the theme of individual will and personal freedom.