BulletProofAngel
Goo Goo Dolls
The Unattainable Ideal: A Reflection on 'Bulletproof Angel' by Goo Goo Dolls
In 'Bulletproof Angel,' the Goo Goo Dolls explore themes of admiration, unattainable ideals, and the human condition through the lens of a mysterious, almost ethereal figure. The song's protagonist encounters a woman who seems to possess an otherworldly wisdom and resilience, described metaphorically as 'bulletproof.' This woman stands out in stark contrast to the mundane, unnoticed by the 'suits' who are too absorbed in their own lives to see her. She hears a 'secret choir,' a metaphor for a deeper understanding or spiritual insight that the protagonist can only pretend to grasp.
The chorus emphasizes the woman's elevated status, both literally and figuratively, as she is 'so high' and can 'see the truth.' This suggests a level of enlightenment or clarity that the protagonist aspires to but feels he can never achieve. His admission of 'pretending' underscores his sense of inadequacy and longing. The woman advises him to love until his heart breaks, acknowledging the inherent risks and uncertainties of love, yet embracing them as part of the human experience.
The song also delves into themes of loneliness and the desire for connection. The protagonist asks the 'angel' to stay with him, to affirm his existence and make him feel less alone. This plea highlights his vulnerability and need for validation. The repeated refrain of 'I'm still on the ground pretending I could be like you' serves as a poignant reminder of the gap between his current state and the ideal he admires. Through its poetic lyrics and emotive delivery, 'Bulletproof Angel' captures the universal struggle to reconcile our aspirations with our realities, and the often painful journey of self-discovery and acceptance.