Right now

Look at me, I feel homesick
Want my dog in the door
And the light in the kitchen
From the fridge on the floor
And the faint overhearing
Of my mom on the phone
Through the walls of my bedroom
Things that I shouldn't know
Think the bus might be broken
’Cause the sharks never work
We're collectively hopin'
That the drive will be short
People 24/7
It’s the best and a curse
All they do is remind me
That I'm still introvert

I'm so high, but can't look down
Left my past life on the ground
Think I'm morе alive somehow
I feel like mysеlf right now

Pretty far from the ocean
Never thought that would hurt
Every lake here is frozen
Which is makin' it worse
It's just somebody's hometown
Never been here before
I'm writin’ down every street sign
Messed the spellin', I'm sure
And I ended a friendship
On the day that I left
And though I really meant it
It still makes me upset
And I'm losin' my family
Every minute on guard
And what if my little brother
Thinks my leavin' was wrong?
Oh, oh

I'm so high, but can't look down
Left my past life on the ground
Think I'm more alive somehow
I feel like myself right now
I'm so tired, but can't sit down
What if this is it for now?
Think I'm more alive somehow
I feel like myself right now

I feel like myself right now
I feel like myself right now
I feel like myself right now
Mm