​I'm So Sick Of This

Guccihighwaters' song 'I'm So Sick Of This' delves deep into the emotional turmoil and sense of isolation that many people experience. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with feelings of betrayal, loneliness, and existential dread. The opening lines, 'What's wrong or what's right / I'm bouta take a flight like should I say goodbye,' set the tone for the song, indicating a struggle with making sense of life's challenges and contemplating escape as a solution. The mention of a 'knife in my back' symbolizes betrayal, while the desire to 'crash now' reflects a sense of hopelessness and self-destructive thoughts.

The recurring chorus, 'I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening / Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening,' emphasizes the artist's frustration with feeling unheard and surrounded by negative influences. The 'demons' represent internal struggles and possibly external pressures, while 'diamonds wet just like a christening' could symbolize the superficiality of material wealth and its inability to provide true solace. The repeated questioning of why someone is 'always high when you call me' and 'why'd you ask what's wrong when you saw me' highlights the disconnect and lack of genuine concern from others.

The song also touches on the numbing effects of substances, as seen in the lines 'Chemicals running through my veins, I just wanna sleep / Feelings bleeding out my brain but right now I can't feel a thing.' This suggests a coping mechanism to deal with overwhelming emotions, yet it also underscores the persistent nature of the underlying pain. The artist's reference to being a 'young waste of space' with 'headphones on' further illustrates a sense of worthlessness and retreat into music as a form of escape. The closing lines, 'You said that you love me / How the fuck could you just love a ghost,' poignantly capture the feeling of being invisible and unloved, despite outward expressions of affection.