Por Ella
Guffi
A Heartbreaking Ode to Loss and Despair
Guffi's song "Por Ella" is a poignant and heart-wrenching exploration of loss, despair, and the lingering pain of a loved one's tragic decision. The lyrics tell the story of someone who has lost a significant other to suicide, grappling with the overwhelming emotions and the haunting memories left behind. The song opens with a vivid image of the loved one ascending to the 21st floor and leaving without a goodbye, setting a somber tone that permeates the entire piece.
The narrator reflects on a past conversation where they expressed a willingness to follow their loved one in death, highlighting the depth of their connection and the intensity of their grief. The lyrics delve into the confusion and helplessness felt by the narrator, who struggles to understand why their loved one chose to end their life. The mention of "tanta mierda en la cabeza" (so much crap in the head) suggests that mental health struggles played a significant role in their decision, adding a layer of complexity to the narrative.
The song also touches on the blame and guilt that often accompany such tragedies. The narrator mentions that the loved one's mother believes they were the reason for the suicide, a sentiment that only adds to their anguish. The repeated refrain "Por ella, por ella, por ella, esta canción" (For her, for her, for her, this song) serves as a cathartic release, a way for the narrator to honor their loved one's memory while grappling with their own pain. The song's closing lines, where the narrator desperately wishes for the loved one to return, underscore the enduring impact of their loss and the difficulty of moving forward.