Bahsetmem Lazım

Güliz Ayla's song 'Bahsetmem Lazım' delves into the emotional turmoil of losing a loved one and the subsequent struggle to find hope. The lyrics are a poignant reflection on the memories and characteristics of a past relationship, emphasizing the importance of discussing these experiences, especially for those who have lost hope. The repetition of phrases like 'Saçlarından gözlerinden' (From your hair, from your eyes) and 'Senden benden bahsetmem lazım' (I need to talk about you and me) highlights the deep connection and the lingering impact of the relationship on the narrator's life.

The song captures the essence of confronting the fear of loss, as seen in the lines 'Seni kaybetmekle yüzleştim dün gece restleştim korkusuyla' (I faced losing you last night, I confronted it with fear). This confrontation leads to a realization of the profound effect the mere thought of losing the loved one has on the narrator, causing them to feel devastated. The lyrics also touch on the theme of loneliness and the struggle to move on, with references to 'Yalnızlık fihriste eski sevgili muhafsın mutsuzluktan' (Loneliness is in the index, you are preserved from unhappiness as an ex-lover).

Güliz Ayla's musical style, characterized by its emotional depth and melodic richness, enhances the song's introspective nature. The recurring motif of discussing the past relationship serves as a therapeutic process for the narrator and a message of solidarity for those who have lost hope. The song's structure, with its repetitive and haunting chorus, reinforces the cyclical nature of reminiscing and the difficulty of breaking free from the past. 'Bahsetmem Lazım' is a heartfelt exploration of love, loss, and the quest for hope in the face of despair.