Niña Suicida

H0lynaight's song "Niña Suicida" is a poignant and raw exploration of deep emotional pain and despair. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a young girl who is overwhelmed by her suffering, feeling as though her cries for help have gone unheard. The opening lines, "¿Está lloviendo o es que se me caen solas las lágrimas?" (Is it raining or are my tears just falling on their own?), set the tone for the song, highlighting the protagonist's confusion and sorrow. The imagery of tears flowing in sync with the rhythm of the rhymes underscores the constant presence of her sadness.

The song delves into themes of loneliness and abandonment, as the protagonist reflects on how those who were once close to her are no longer around. The line "Di tanto de mí que ahora peso la mitad" (I gave so much of myself that now I weigh half) metaphorically expresses how giving too much of herself has left her feeling diminished and empty. The mention of Barcelona's streets accompanying her misery adds a layer of urban isolation, suggesting that even in a bustling city, she feels utterly alone.

The chorus reveals a sense of resignation and defeat, with the protagonist stating, "Ya no quiero ser princesa, mi sangre es real, pero la corona me pesa" (I no longer want to be a princess, my blood is real, but the crown weighs me down). This metaphor of a heavy crown symbolizes the burdens and expectations that have become too much for her to bear. The song concludes with a haunting declaration, "Escucharás los llantos de esta Niña Suicida" (You will hear the cries of this Suicidal Girl), leaving listeners with a powerful and somber reminder of the protagonist's anguish.