still feel.

“still feel.” by half • alive is a powerful anthem about overcoming feelings of disconnection and despair. The song delves into the internal struggle of feeling lost and distant from oneself, as depicted in the lines, “When I'm furthest from myself (far away) / Feeling closer to the stars (outer space).” This metaphor of being far from oneself and closer to the stars suggests a sense of alienation and detachment from reality. The darkness mentioned in the lyrics symbolizes the mental and emotional challenges that invade one's mind, making it difficult to recognize oneself.

Despite these overwhelming feelings, the song carries a message of hope and resilience. The recurring line, “I still feel alive,” serves as a reminder that even in the darkest times, there is a spark of life and vitality within. The imagery of being pulled back to earth signifies a grounding force that helps the narrator reconnect with their true self. This grounding force is described as a “kick down in my soul,” which acts as a catalyst for rediscovering one's purpose and strength.

The song also touches on themes of pride and self-reliance, as seen in the verse, “To rid me of my pride, I call allegiance to myself.” This suggests a journey of humility and self-awareness, where the narrator acknowledges their vulnerabilities and seeks to overcome them. The repeated references to orbit and gravity further emphasize the cyclical nature of life and the constant push and pull between despair and hope. Ultimately, “still feel.” is a testament to the human spirit's ability to persevere and find light even in the darkest moments.