Somewhere In My Hearth

Hanging Garden's song 'Somewhere In My Heart' delves deep into the emotional turmoil and enduring pain of losing a loved one to suicide. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of the narrator's struggle to cope with the absence of someone who was once a guiding light in their life. The imagery of laying in the sand and watching the waves crash symbolizes the relentless and overwhelming nature of grief. The reference to the lost loved one as a 'shooting star that never fades away' highlights the lasting impact they had, even in their absence.

The song's narrative reveals a profound sense of betrayal and confusion. The narrator grapples with the unanswered questions and the emotional scars left behind. The lines 'Why did you take your life you were only 18' and 'I have never been the same without you in my life' underscore the shock and the deep void created by the sudden loss. The act of pretending that the loved one is still present 'somewhere in my heart' speaks to the coping mechanisms people often adopt to deal with such profound grief.

The latter part of the song shifts to a more introspective tone, where the narrator reflects on their own suffering and the lack of support they felt from others. The repeated cries for help and the feeling of being ignored amplify the sense of isolation and despair. The song concludes with a resigned acceptance of the harsh realities of life, encapsulated in the line 'It's the cold shoulder of life.' This poignant piece by Hanging Garden captures the raw and unfiltered emotions associated with loss, making it a powerful exploration of grief, love, and the human condition.