Calico

Haux's song 'Calico' is a hauntingly beautiful exploration of longing, memory, and the passage of time. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person waiting for someone they deeply care about, as they were asked to. The setting of 'the calico on the western shores' evokes a sense of nostalgia and a specific place that holds significant emotional weight. The repeated line 'Could've sworn you called my name' suggests a deep yearning and perhaps a sense of confusion or doubt about whether the connection they felt was real or imagined.

The song delves into the theme of safety and the fleeting nature of emotions. The line 'Safe but not for long, so leave before the feeling's gone' implies a transient sense of security and the inevitability of change. This is further emphasized by the changing colors on the western shores, symbolizing the passage of time and the shifting nature of feelings. The narrator's admission of feeling their age and losing their nerve adds a layer of vulnerability and introspection, highlighting the internal struggle between holding on and letting go.

In the latter part of the song, the lyrics take a more resigned tone. The advice to not believe when told 'everything will be okay' reflects a realistic, perhaps even pessimistic, outlook on life. The acceptance that things may not be okay, and that it's fine, suggests a coming to terms with reality. The recurring imagery of the calico and the western shore ties the song together, creating a cohesive narrative of a poignant moment in time where the narrator grapples with their emotions and the impermanence of life.