I'm Fine

Hazel English's song 'I'm Fine' delves deep into the often hidden and unspoken struggles of mental health. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone who feels 'paralysed from the inside,' a metaphor for the emotional and psychological paralysis that can accompany anxiety and depression. The repetition of waking up to 'feel the same' every day underscores the relentless and cyclical nature of these feelings, suggesting a sense of hopelessness and stagnation.

The chorus, where the protagonist smiles and says 'I'm fine' when asked about their feelings, highlights the common facade many people put up to hide their true emotions. This act of masking one's pain is a poignant commentary on societal expectations and the stigma surrounding mental health issues. The fear of seeking help, as expressed in the line 'Just to call the doctor seems daunting,' further emphasizes the internal battle and the overwhelming nature of taking steps towards recovery.

The song also touches on the theme of self-identity and the pressure to meet others' expectations. The lines 'It's hard to stay true to myself and to you' and 'I can't measure up to this girl you thought you knew' reflect the protagonist's struggle with self-worth and the disconnect between their true self and the persona they present to the world. The aching heart and the realization that 'all your love is somehow not enough' convey a deep sense of isolation and the difficulty of finding solace even in close relationships. Hazel English's 'I'm Fine' is a powerful exploration of the silent battles many face, wrapped in a hauntingly beautiful melody.