Distress

I'm stuck in distress
I feel like a wreck, when
My life is a mess
I can't take rejection

I'm stuck in distress
I feel like a wreck, when
My life is a mess
I can't take rejection

What I did yesterday, I won't do it today
What I'm feeling right now
Shit ain't going away
What I need to go through
Is dig deep and erase
Everything around me that is causing distaste

I don't want to be good
Bitch, I want to be great
Life just gives and it takes
It ain't fair, no one's safe
Let's be real, at this rate
I will burn into space
Leave this world with no trace
Lose everything I make

But I keep moving with my head down till
I'm stacking millions on my bed stand, yeah
Learn to take everything one at a time
Gotta live in the present, yeah

Fucked up once but now I gotta chance
To make a new impression, yeah
That's why I'm up late working in the studio
Bitch I ain't never restin', yeah

Ten years later still pushing through delays
On my knees wanna go see me break
Livin' off instinct is the only replay
Never let up, ain't givin' no leeway

Say what's up like Sacagawea
Look at my face, you cannot relay
Learn to embrace
This shit ain't easy
Need to switch up, you can't appease me

I'm stuck in distress
I feel like a wreck, when
My life is a mess
I can't take rejection

I'm stuck in distress
I feel like a wreck, when
My life is a mess
I can't take rejection

Now I'm back on the track
Needed time to adjust
Needed to go unpack
Everything that was wrong

Am I what I attract?
Is this what I've become?
I will go and detach
From everything that's wrong

Like weighing so heavy
Running blind in the dark
I am making my mark
You can't tear this apart

All you see is the end
You never see the start
Anyway to ascend
I won't wait to depart

Where was your concern
When I was in the bottom
Talkin' to myself
That I don't need no one?
Closer the the point
I find myself fly
I don't need two legs to go and run

I'm way too stressed
From me weighing on my head
I ain't got no time to steam in front
All I see is me against the world
Never needed no motherfuckin' push to go and jump

Ten years later and bitch I'm still here
Never been dead?
That still ain't been clear
I was born ready for a war
But appear
Come, I trip your legs so don't come 'round here

Fuck your respect, I will not hang
Rob my money, can't rob my career
Still made it out
Still livin' with no fear
I will never stop until I disappear

I'm stuck in distress
I feel like a wreck, when
My life is a mess
I can't take rejection

I'm stuck in distress
I feel like a wreck, when
My life is a mess
I can't take rejection