I Want To Go To Hell

Hocico's song 'I Want To Go To Hell' delves into the complex and often dark relationship between the protagonist and a metaphorical figure of the devil. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a life filled with debauchery, loneliness, and a yearning for companionship, even if it means aligning with a sinister entity. The devil in this context is not just a symbol of evil but also a representation of the protagonist's inner demons and vices. The repeated references to drinking, hiring prostitutes, and engaging in 'nasty and kinky ideas' highlight a life of hedonism and moral decay.

The devil is portrayed as a friend who provides comfort and companionship in the protagonist's lonely nights. This relationship is paradoxical; while the devil offers temporary solace, he also takes advantage of the protagonist, as seen when he leaves him alone in the 'paradise bar' and takes his money and the girls. This duality reflects the protagonist's internal struggle between seeking comfort in destructive behaviors and recognizing the harm they cause. The devil's promise of fun in hell, where 'friends are going to be there,' suggests a longing for belonging and acceptance, even in the most damned of places.

The song's repeated refrain, 'I want to go to hell,' underscores a sense of resignation and acceptance of one's fate. It speaks to a deeper existential crisis where the protagonist sees no escape from his current path and finds solace in the idea of hell as a place where he can be with like-minded individuals. Hocico's dark, industrial sound complements the bleak themes of the lyrics, creating an atmosphere that is both haunting and reflective. The song serves as a stark commentary on the human condition, exploring themes of loneliness, moral ambiguity, and the search for meaning in a seemingly indifferent world.