That’s Why (feat. GOLDN)

Illenium's song 'That’s Why (feat. GOLDN)' delves deep into the emotional turmoil and the coping mechanisms that arise from feeling overwhelmed. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with intense emotions, symbolized by the 'flame still burns, kerosene,' suggesting a persistent and consuming inner fire. The imagery of 'pictures on the screen' being almost real reflects the blurred lines between reality and perception, emphasizing the protagonist's struggle to distinguish between what is felt and what is real.

The recurring theme of feeling too much and the stark realization that 'no one gives a fuck' highlights a profound sense of isolation and disillusionment. This sentiment is further reinforced by the refrain 'that's why I don't try, that's why I stay high,' indicating a retreat into substances as a means of escape. The use of 'stay high' can be interpreted both literally and metaphorically, representing a desire to numb the pain and avoid confronting the harsh realities of life.

The song also touches on the futility of effort and the deafness of love, as seen in the lines 'tried my best, door's still closed' and 'love is deaf for all I know.' This sense of hopelessness and the fear of being unheard or misunderstood drive the protagonist to give up trying altogether. The repetition of 'that's why I don't try' serves as a poignant reminder of the cyclical nature of despair and the difficulty of breaking free from it. Illenium, known for his emotive and melodic style, effectively captures the essence of this struggle, making 'That’s Why' a powerful anthem for those who feel lost in their own emotions.