Breathe
In The Heights (Musical)
The Weight of Expectations in 'Breathe' from In The Heights
The song 'Breathe' from the musical 'In The Heights' captures the emotional turmoil of Nina Rosario, a character who returns to her neighborhood after her first year at Stanford University. The lyrics convey her internal struggle with the pressure of being the one who 'made it out' of her community and the fear of disappointing those who have invested their hopes and dreams in her success.
The song begins with Nina reflecting on the familiar sights and sounds of her neighborhood, which fill her with a mix of pride and anxiety. The community's pride in her achievements is juxtaposed with her own feelings of inadequacy and the secret she harbors—that she has dropped out of college. The refrain 'Just breathe' serves as a mantra for Nina, a reminder to keep calm amidst the overwhelming expectations placed upon her. The Spanish lyrics interspersed throughout the song, such as 'Sigue andando el camino por toda su vida' (Keep walking the path for all her life), emphasize the cultural backdrop of her Latino community and the continuous journey she faces.
The song's climax reveals Nina's deep-seated fear of letting her family and neighbors down. Despite her academic prowess and the scholarships she earned, the pressure to succeed and be the beacon of hope for her community becomes almost suffocating. 'Breathe' is a poignant exploration of the challenges faced by first-generation college students and the complex emotions tied to identity, family expectations, and the pursuit of one's own path.