Needles In My Mind

Innerwish's song 'Needles In My Mind' delves deep into the emotional turmoil of regret and self-reflection. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person grappling with their past choices, symbolized by the 'needles' that pierce their mind. The opening lines set a somber tone, with the protagonist staring at their scarred reflection, feeling like a stranger to themselves. This imagery of a 'face full of scars' and a 'dormant heart' suggests deep emotional wounds and a sense of disconnection from one's true self.

As the song progresses, the lyrics describe a journey through 'lonely streets of tomorrow,' indicating a bleak outlook on the future. The protagonist feels trapped by guilt and pain, unable to escape the consequences of their past actions. The recurring theme of regret is emphasized with lines like 'Many times, I wish I could forget' and 'The way I chose to live my life left only needles in my mind.' These needles represent the persistent and painful memories that haunt the protagonist, making it difficult for them to move forward.

The song also touches on themes of loneliness and the struggle to make amends. Despite the protagonist's efforts to 'make things better,' they find themselves paying the price of isolation. The mention of 'tears I caused' and 'tearing my soul, set ablaze' highlights the intense remorse and self-inflicted suffering. The final lines, 'My oblivion, which gone without a trace,' suggest a longing for escape from this torment, yet an acknowledgment that such relief remains elusive. Through its poignant lyrics and evocative imagery, 'Needles In My Mind' captures the essence of living with regret and the enduring impact of past mistakes on one's psyche.