Confessions

In 'Confessions,' J Nanks delves into the complexities of love, loss, and self-discovery. The song opens with the artist expressing a sense of detachment, flying above the emotional turmoil but promising to be there when it's over. This imagery of flight suggests a desire to rise above the pain and confusion, yet an inevitable return to face it. The repetition of 'I flew above you' emphasizes this internal struggle between avoidance and confrontation.

The lyrics reveal a deep sense of vulnerability and introspection. J Nanks confesses to falling in love easily, despite knowing the potential for heartbreak. The metaphor of buying beautiful flowers only to give them to people who don't love us highlights the futility and sadness of unreciprocated affection. This act of giving, despite knowing the outcome, mirrors the artist's own experiences with love—investing emotionally in relationships that may not be fulfilling.

A recurring theme in the song is the battle with depression and the realization that sometimes being alone is better. The line 'My only confession would be that I cannot steer myself away from the depression' is a poignant admission of the artist's ongoing struggle with mental health. The hope for 'roses on the other side' symbolizes a longing for happiness and peace, though the artist acknowledges being wrong in expecting it. The song also touches on the superficiality of newfound attention and the emptiness it brings, as seen in the lines about people wanting him now that he's 'up.'

'Confessions' is a raw and honest exploration of the emotional highs and lows that come with love and self-awareness. J Nanks uses personal anecdotes and vivid metaphors to convey a message that resonates with anyone who has experienced the pain of unrequited love and the journey towards self-acceptance.