HOW FAR

In 'HOW FAR,' jxdn explores the complexities of a relationship that has lost its warmth and connection. The song opens with a vivid metaphor, comparing the subject's beauty to a portrait, suggesting an almost unreal, static perfection. However, this beauty is also described as 'poison, sharp as a knife,' indicating that it has a dangerous, harmful side. This duality sets the tone for the rest of the song, where love and pain are intertwined.

The chorus raises poignant questions about the nature of their relationship and the emotional distance that has grown between them. Lines like 'How the hell did we both end up alone?' and 'How the hell did your heartbeat get so cold?' reflect a sense of confusion and betrayal. The singer is grappling with the realization that the person they loved is no longer emotionally available, and they are left questioning when and how this change occurred. The repeated plea to 'show me who you are' underscores a desperate need for honesty and understanding.

The imagery of being 'stranded at sea' further emphasizes the feeling of isolation and helplessness. Despite attempts to let go, the connection remains, much like the relentless pull of the ocean. This metaphor captures the inescapable nature of their bond, even as it becomes increasingly toxic. The song's repeated questions about boundaries—'How far is too far?' and 'How high is too high?'—suggest a search for limits and a desire to understand the breaking points in their relationship. Ultimately, 'HOW FAR' is a raw and emotional exploration of love, loss, and the painful journey of discovering one's true self and the true nature of those we love.