All By Myself

Every body got the answer
Yet the question still remained yea
Do u see the difference
R is the problem still the same
Hold on my self
Hold on my self
Hold on my self
Hold on my self

How many nights i had that dream about me waking up
Up on the other side i see u when we making up
And i open back my eyes back to reality
And realized i sleep away all my humanity
No body doesn’t love me
The power from up above me
There was signs to say i was guilty
Never needed man to trust me
Only god can judge me
He’s the only one to have mercy
When i didn’t think i’ll live another day
Now i sit and remanist and now i stood alone
Nothing to call my own
Now baby girl to hold me
No body to console me
They try to make me guilty
But only god can judge me

It ain’t easy being me
Life as a celebrity is les than heavenly
I got these baits and these back stabbers following me around
And it’s always drama
Whenever i wanna get around mama told me
Long before i ever came up
Godda be true to what you do or get the game up
Cause things change and jealousy becomes the fact
Best friends got you wiped out destroy the map
Am on tour but still they keep on knocking at ma door
And i got no time to worry or steady want more
Every day is a test yes
I try hard but am struggling with every breath
I sit alone in my room drink
Talking out loud too
Wonder if you feel me
Am far away but can you hear me

So many days i had a vision of me breaking out
But i decided to be strong and just wait it out
Even tho i have my ways behind the prison walls
I couldn’t get my call anytime i was away from u all
Am forgiving every body
But try no rise up against me
Thry wer saying they didn’t believe me
Never needed man to trust me
Only god can judge me
Is the only one to have mercy
When i didn’t think i’ll live another day
Now i sit and remanist and now i stood alone
Noting to call my own
No baby girl to hold me
No body to console me
They try to make me guilty
Only god can judge me