Multiply

Jamie Lidell's song 'Multiply' delves into the complexities of personal struggle and the quest for inner peace. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with their own shadow, a metaphor for the darker aspects of their psyche. The opening lines, 'Well I'm sure it never used to be / So hard / This hard,' suggest a longing for simpler times when life’s challenges were less daunting. This sentiment is further emphasized by the line, 'I used to get those kicks for free / But now I'm towing the line,' indicating a shift from carefree living to a more burdensome existence.

The recurring theme of being 'stuck between my shadow and me' highlights the internal conflict the narrator faces. This struggle is compounded by the feeling of isolation, as expressed in the lines, 'The sun's going down / It's getting dark in here.' Despite the darkness, there is a glimmer of resilience as the narrator insists, 'Although I'll tell you that I'm doing fine.' This juxtaposition of despair and determination is a central theme in the song, reflecting the human condition of battling inner demons while putting on a brave face.

The chorus, 'I'm so tired I over beating myself / Beating myself up / Gonna take a trip and multiply / Please go under with a smile,' suggests a desire to escape from self-inflicted pain and find solace. The idea of 'multiplying' could be interpreted as seeking new experiences or perspectives to alleviate the burden of self-criticism. The plea to 'go under with a smile' indicates a wish to face challenges with a positive outlook, despite the overwhelming fatigue. Lidell's soulful delivery and the song's introspective lyrics create a powerful narrative about the struggle for self-acceptance and the pursuit of inner peace.