Boyish

In 'Boyish,' Japanese Breakfast delves into the raw and painful emotions of unrequited love and self-doubt. The song's protagonist grapples with feelings of inadequacy and longing, as they yearn for the affection of someone who seems to be more interested in another person. The opening lines, 'Your boyish reassurance is not reassuring / And I need it,' set the tone for the emotional turmoil that follows. The protagonist's need for validation is met with indifference, leading to a sense of desperation and frustration.

The lyrics, 'I can't get you off my mind, I can't get you off in general / So here we are, we're just two losers,' highlight the mutual dissatisfaction and the protagonist's internal struggle. The use of the word 'losers' underscores a shared sense of failure and inadequacy, as both individuals are unable to fulfill each other's needs. The protagonist's desire for something 'more beautiful' reflects a longing for an idealized version of love that seems out of reach.

As the song progresses, the protagonist's feelings of jealousy and insecurity become more pronounced. The line, 'Watched her lips reserving tables / As my ugly mouth kept running,' vividly captures the contrast between the object of their affection and their own perceived flaws. The repeated plea, 'Love me / Love me!' at the end of the song, is a raw and vulnerable cry for acceptance and affection. 'Boyish' is a poignant exploration of the complexities of love, self-worth, and the pain of unreciprocated feelings.