Farinha do Desprezo

Jards Macalé's song 'Farinha do Desprezo' delves into the emotional journey of overcoming neglect and embracing self-worth. The lyrics poignantly describe the experience of consuming 'farinha do desprezo' (the flour of disdain), a metaphor for enduring rejection and emotional neglect. This metaphorical 'flour' represents the bitterness and pain that come from being undervalued and dismissed by others. The repetition of the phrase 'Já comi muito da farinha do desprezo' emphasizes the prolonged suffering and the deep impact it has had on the narrator's life.

The song also explores the theme of time and readiness, as seen in the lines 'quanto tempo amor, quanto tempo tava pronta.' This suggests a period of waiting and preparation, possibly for a change or a realization. The narrator acknowledges the time spent in a state of readiness, perhaps for love or acceptance, only to be met with more disdain. The imagery of being thrown away and carried away by the water in a bucket ('Me jogue fora que na água do balde eu vou m'embora') further illustrates the feeling of disposability and the desire to escape from this cycle of neglect.

However, the song takes a hopeful turn with the declaration 'Só vou comer agora da farinha do desejo' (I will only eat the flour of desire now). This shift signifies a decision to nourish oneself with positive emotions and desires, rather than the bitterness of rejection. The narrator resolves to feed their hunger with the 'farinha do desejo,' symbolizing a newfound focus on self-worth and the pursuit of what truly fulfills them. The contrast between the 'farinha do desprezo' and the 'farinha do desejo' highlights the transformative power of self-love and the importance of moving beyond past hurts to embrace a more fulfilling future.