Que Si Fumo Tanto
Jauria Santa
The Solitary High: An Exploration of Jauria Santa's 'Que Si Fumo Tanto'
Jauria Santa's 'Que Si Fumo Tanto' is a candid reflection on the artist's personal experiences and lifestyle choices, particularly focusing on themes of solitude, substance use, and self-acceptance. The song's title, which translates to 'If I Smoke So Much,' immediately sets the tone for a narrative that delves into the artist's relationship with marijuana and how it is perceived by others. The repetition of 'solo, solín' (alone, very alone) underscores a sense of isolation that pervades the song, suggesting that the artist feels detached from others, yet this solitude is a familiar state for them.
The lyrics oscillate between introspection and defiance, with the artist acknowledging their habits ('Que si fumo tanto') and the judgments of others ('Que si soy malo'), while asserting that they have always been this way. The act of smoking is portrayed as both a journey ('Ando viajando') and an escape ('Sigo volando'), indicating that it provides a form of happiness and release from the 'gris' (gray) world. The artist's nonchalant attitude towards criticism ('La neta ni me daña la mierda que usted me diga') and their loyalty to their 'jauría' (pack or crew) reflect a strong sense of identity and camaraderie within their community.
The song also touches on the darker aspects of this lifestyle, including legal troubles and the loss of friends ('Con pedos con la ley por tumbar 2-3 morritos'). Despite these challenges, the artist remains unapologetic and committed to their choices, finding solace in the companionship of 'mi guamita' (a term of endearment for marijuana) and the support of their peers. 'Que Si Fumo Tanto' is a raw and honest portrayal of living on the fringes, embracing one's vices, and finding contentment in a world that may not understand or accept you.