Half-boyfriend

i don't know where we're going
but i know we've gone too far and
i hope it isn't showing
but i think i love you and
i can't believe you're leaving
just when i let you in and
when you had me believing
i could feel again

i could give a million reasons
why we should not be friends
our moods change like the seasons
when my mood ends your mood begins and
you're a tease, you're a cockblocker,
you're a loudmouth bitch, and a big talker,
but that's okay
you'll grow up someday

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you're the pill i never wanted to take-
an anti-misanthrope
mine was the heart i never thought you would break
my one hope was that i'd survive you

i've shown up for you
in ways that boy never would
but i know you'll go back to him and
maybe you should, but
i hope you don't go backwards
cuz i'm going on ahead and
one day you'll wish that you had
stuck with me instead

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as i wander through union square
i remember when you followed me there
you were the stalker i kinda wanted to have
being your half-boyfriend was only half bad

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