Addict (Unreleased)

Jazmin Bean's song 'Addict' delves deep into the harrowing experience of battling addiction, capturing the emotional turmoil and the relentless cycle of highs and lows. The repeated question, 'Are you afraid of an addict?' serves as a poignant reflection of societal stigma and personal fear. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of the artist's internal struggle, with lines like 'Head peeking out in a panic, they're all watching me' and 'My veins collapsing, so I feel somebody touching me' illustrating the physical and psychological grip of addiction.

The chorus, 'I'm chasing all my highs again, and you know that I play pretend,' reveals the facade that many addicts maintain to hide their suffering. This pretense is a coping mechanism, a way to mask the pain and the constant chase for the next high. The repetition of 'putting on a smile again' underscores the exhausting effort to appear normal and happy, despite the inner chaos. The lyrics 'They've all moved on and I'm disgusted in a bed for two' highlight the isolation and self-loathing that often accompany addiction, as the addict feels left behind and ashamed.

Jazmin Bean's raw and honest portrayal of addiction is both haunting and relatable. The song's structure, with its cyclical nature and repetitive lines, mirrors the repetitive and unending cycle of addiction. The artist's vulnerability is palpable, making 'Addict' a powerful commentary on the fear, shame, and relentless pursuit of escape that defines the life of an addict. The song challenges listeners to confront their own perceptions of addiction and to empathize with those who are struggling.