Quanto Eu Pensava (Orgânico #7)

Jean Tassy's 'Quanto Eu Pensava (Orgânico #7)' is a poignant exploration of disillusionment and the complexities of personal growth. The song opens with a repeated assertion that the protagonist was told they wouldn't succeed, yet they pursued their goals regardless. This sets the stage for a narrative about perseverance and the emotional toll of unmet expectations. The plea for the other person not to leave, coupled with the declaration that the protagonist won't return, underscores a sense of finality and the pain of separation.

The recurring metaphor of lacking 'giz' (chalk) to color life suggests a loss of vibrancy and hope. The line 'Mas nem tudo aqui é tão azul, não, ê / Quanto eu pensava' (But not everything here is as blue as I thought) reveals a stark contrast between the protagonist's idealistic expectations and the harsh reality they face. This metaphor extends to the broader theme of disillusionment, where the protagonist realizes that life is not as clear-cut or optimistic as they once believed.

The imagery of navigating through 'mares, lagos e rios' (seas, lakes, and rivers) further emphasizes the journey motif. Despite the protagonist's efforts to find clarity, they are met with ambiguity and confusion. This journey can be interpreted as a metaphor for the search for meaning and self-discovery, where the waters represent the unpredictable and often murky path of life. The song's organic, acoustic style complements its introspective lyrics, creating an intimate atmosphere that invites listeners to reflect on their own experiences of disillusionment and growth.