STILL C U
Jessie Reyez
Haunted by Love: The Lingering Ghost of a Past Relationship
Jessie Reyez's song "STILL C U" delves into the emotional turmoil of trying to move on from a past relationship that continues to haunt her. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a love that lingers, despite efforts to let go. The opening lines reveal the advice to move on and the observation that she seems happier alone, yet the past lover's presence remains persistent. This contradiction sets the stage for the recurring theme of being unable to escape the memories and emotions tied to the former partner.
The chorus emphasizes the haunting nature of these memories, as Reyez repeatedly sings about seeing her ex in her sleep and dreams. This imagery suggests that the past relationship has infiltrated her subconscious, making it impossible to fully escape. The repetition of the lines "I've been running from the truth, but it don't matter what I do" underscores the futility of her attempts to move on. The song captures the essence of being trapped in a cycle of memories and emotions that refuse to fade away.
In the latter part of the song, Reyez expresses the pain and betrayal she felt, using strong language to convey her hurt. The lines "F is for faking love, F is for forgetting us" highlight the disillusionment and anger she harbors. The metaphor of being like Mary going down and the ex being like a dog in a pound adds a layer of depth to her feelings of being let down and abandoned. Despite these intense emotions, the recurring theme remains: she can't get away from the memories of her past lover, no matter how hard she tries.