Screamer

Jiluka's song 'Screamer' is a poignant exploration of loss, longing, and the enduring pain of unfulfilled love. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with the absence of a loved one who has passed away. The recurring imagery of searching for a 'shade' and 'trace' in a 'closed eyes' and 'faded mind' suggests a deep yearning to reconnect with the lost person, even if only in memories or dreams. This sense of searching and the subsequent realization of the loved one's permanent absence underscores the song's melancholic tone.

The chorus, with its repeated plea to the 'screamer,' reflects a desperate cry for understanding and connection. The use of the word 'screamer' could symbolize the intense emotional turmoil and the need to vocalize the pain and confusion. The lines '教えてscreamer なぜ君に声が届かない' (Tell me, screamer, why can't my voice reach you) and '聞かせてscreamer ただ君の想い知りたい' (Let me hear, screamer, I just want to know your thoughts) highlight the frustration and helplessness of not being able to communicate with the departed loved one.

The song also delves into the theme of time and the desire to turn it back. The lyrics 'ひとつだけ願いが叶うなら 時を戻し生きる君に もう一度触れたい' (If only one wish could come true, I want to turn back time and touch you once more) express a deep-seated wish to relive moments with the loved one. This longing for the past and the inability to move on is a central theme in 'Screamer,' making it a powerful and relatable anthem for anyone who has experienced the pain of losing someone dear.

The final lines, 'この世界が回る中 君への愛叫んでも 君は遠く優しく静かに眠る' (Even if I shout my love for you in this spinning world, you sleep far away, gently and quietly), encapsulate the essence of the song. Despite the protagonist's intense emotions and cries, the loved one remains unreachable, resting peacefully in a distant place. This juxtaposition of the protagonist's turmoil and the loved one's serene rest adds a layer of bittersweet beauty to the song, making 'Screamer' a hauntingly beautiful tribute to lost love.