Paper Doll
John Mayer
The Fragile Complexity of Identity in 'Paper Doll'
John Mayer's 'Paper Doll' delves into the intricate and often fragile nature of identity and self-perception. The song uses the metaphor of a 'paper doll' to describe a person who is constantly changing, adapting, and perhaps losing themselves in the process. The imagery of trying on different dresses and colors symbolizes the various personas or masks that people wear, often to please others or fit into societal expectations. The line 'Sure was fun being good to you' hints at a past relationship where the speaker felt they were giving their all, only to realize that the other person was never truly themselves.
The recurring line 'You’re like twenty-two girls in one' emphasizes the complexity and multiplicity of the person's identity. It suggests that the individual is fragmented, with different aspects of their personality coming to the forefront at different times. This fragmentation can lead to confusion and a lack of self-awareness, as highlighted by the line 'And none of them know what they’re running from.' The song questions whether the person’s constant changes and adaptations were a way to avoid facing deeper issues or fears.
The latter part of the song introduces the idea of transformation and self-reinvention. 'Cut the cord and pull some strings, make yourself some angel wings' suggests breaking free from past constraints and attempting to create a new identity. However, the line 'And if those angel wings don’t fly, someone’s going to paint you another sky' implies that even in the quest for self-reinvention, there is a risk of falling into another set of expectations or illusions. The song poignantly captures the struggle of maintaining a true sense of self in a world that often demands constant change and adaptation.