till i met you

Johnny Orlando's song 'till i met you' delves into the emotional chaos and self-discovery that comes from being in a toxic relationship. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a tumultuous love affair, starting with the imagery of 'clothes painted on the driveway' and 'glass sparkling on the lawn,' suggesting a scene of destruction and upheaval. This chaotic environment sets the stage for the emotional rollercoaster that the protagonist experiences, as they watch their world unravel from the doorway, symbolizing a sense of helplessness and detachment.

The chorus reveals the protagonist's realization of their own emotional state, as they confess, 'I thought I was crazy till I met you.' This line highlights the impact of the toxic relationship on their mental health, making them question their own sanity and self-worth. The repeated phrase 'making me hate me 'cause I loved you' underscores the internal conflict and self-loathing that arises from loving someone who is ultimately harmful. The song captures the painful journey of recognizing the toxicity in a relationship and the subsequent self-blame and confusion that often accompany it.

As the song progresses, the protagonist reflects on their naivety and the gradual shift from being 'madly in love' to 'sadly naive.' The line 'How could I be so blind? To not see your twisted mind' encapsulates the regret and self-reproach for not recognizing the red flags earlier. The metaphor of 'flipping the switch and the lightning came' signifies a sudden and intense realization of the true nature of the relationship. Johnny Orlando's emotive delivery and the raw, honest lyrics make 'till i met you' a poignant exploration of the dark side of love and the journey towards self-awareness and healing.