She Checks The Weather
Johnnyswim
Weathering the Storm: A Journey Through Emotional Turbulence
Johnnyswim's song "She Checks The Weather" delves into the emotional struggles and resilience of a woman facing daily battles with her mental health. The recurring act of checking the weather serves as a metaphor for her constant search for hope and stability in her life. Each morning, she looks for signs that things might improve, but often finds herself bracing for another day of emotional rain. This ritual highlights her ongoing struggle with depression and the weight of societal expectations to 'get better.'
The lyrics poignantly describe how external expressions of love and concern can sometimes feel like pressure rather than support. The woman feels the burden of others' hopes for her recovery, which only adds to her sense of isolation and struggle. Despite this, she continues to face each day, putting on a brave face and using makeup as a mask to hide her true feelings. This act of 'putting her face on' symbolizes the facade she maintains to navigate through her daily life, even as she feels like she is fading away.
As she moves through her day, she begins to notice that she is not alone in her suffering. The preacher's words, "Truth won't betray you, the lies will," resonate with her, suggesting that acknowledging her pain might be a step towards healing. The song ends on a somber note, with the woman and the narrator both checking the weather, symbolizing their shared hope for a better tomorrow despite the likelihood of continued emotional storms. This shared act underscores the universal nature of their struggle and the small, yet significant, hope that things might eventually improve.