Once In A While

Joji's 'Once In A While' is a poignant exploration of love, loss, and the lingering pain that accompanies a broken relationship. The song opens with the artist expressing a sense of numbness, both physical and emotional, that he experiences when he is with his former lover. This numbness is a metaphor for the overwhelming emotions that he struggles to process. The repeated plea for forgiveness highlights his awareness of his own shortcomings and the impact they have had on the relationship. Joji's vulnerability is palpable as he admits to losing control because he misses his partner, a sentiment that many can relate to when dealing with the aftermath of a breakup.

The chorus delves deeper into the emotional scars left behind. Joji describes 'digging through the scars that we failed to heal,' suggesting that both parties in the relationship have unresolved issues that continue to haunt them. The imagery of 'digging through the stars' adds a layer of nostalgia and longing, as if he is searching for the beauty and wonder that once existed in their relationship. The request for his partner to 'go back to sleep' can be interpreted as a desire for them to find peace and escape from the pain, even if only temporarily.

The song also touches on the theme of memory and how it can be both a source of comfort and torment. Joji reminisces about the 'ocean glow' where they used to find happiness, indicating that these memories are still vivid and impactful. However, these memories also cause him to lose control, showing the duality of nostalgia. The repetitive nature of the lyrics, combined with the haunting melody, creates a sense of being trapped in a cycle of longing and regret. Joji's 'Once In A While' is a raw and honest portrayal of the complexities of love and the enduring pain of a broken heart.