Why Am I Still In LA (feat. D33J & Shlomo)

Joji's song "Why Am I Still In LA (feat. D33J & Shlomo)" delves into the emotional complexities and existential questions that arise from living in Los Angeles. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a love-hate relationship with the city, encapsulated by feelings of suffocation and disillusionment. The opening lines, "Girl, you choke me sitting airtight (airtight) / Ziploc right now," use the metaphor of being choked and sealed in a Ziploc bag to convey a sense of being trapped and unable to breathe freely. This imagery sets the tone for the rest of the song, highlighting the emotional and mental constraints the artist feels in L.A.

The chorus, "I don't wanna live forever, no, L.A / I don't wanna live like that no more, L.A," reflects a deep yearning for change and escape from the superficial and often toxic environment of the city. Joji expresses a desire to break free from the endless cycle of superficiality and emotional numbness that L.A. represents for him. The promise to "never weep / Until you fail to breathe" suggests a stoic acceptance of life's hardships, but also a longing for genuine emotional connection and release.

The song also touches on themes of failed relationships and personal disillusionment. Lines like "You're not my gal / You're not mine, you're not mine / I'm not cool, you're not fine" reveal a sense of disconnection and unfulfilled expectations in personal relationships. The repetition of the question "Why?" underscores the existential crisis and search for meaning that permeates the song. Joji's collaboration with D33J and Shlomo adds layers of atmospheric production that enhance the melancholic and introspective mood, making the listener feel the weight of his emotional struggle.