Still I Wait (feat Jeniffer Rene)

Jonas Steur's 'Still I Wait (feat Jeniffer Rene)' delves into the emotional turmoil of longing and self-restraint. The song's protagonist is caught in a painful paradox: the intense desire to be with someone and the conscious decision to hold back due to the emotional pain it causes. The lyrics reveal a deep internal struggle, where the protagonist acknowledges the temptation and physical attraction but resists because it conflicts with their sense of self-worth and identity. This conflict is poignantly expressed in lines like 'But If I go through this I’m representing all that I’m not / And I like me a lot,' highlighting the importance of self-respect over fleeting desires.

The recurring theme of waiting underscores the protagonist's hope and patience, despite the repeated rejection and emotional hurt. The chorus, 'I wanted it, I needed it / I love the way your skin felt upon my skin / And I thought you felt the same but you threw it away / Threw me away and still I wait,' captures the essence of unfulfilled love and the lingering hope that the other person might reciprocate the feelings. This waiting is not just for physical closeness but for emotional validation and acceptance, which makes the waiting even more poignant and painful.

The song also touches on the fear of rejection and the uncertainty of the other person's intentions. The protagonist questions whether they are truly wanted for who they are or if they are just a temporary desire. This is evident in the lines, 'Boy, you make me feel so wanted with every touch of your hands / But is it me you want and do you take me for who I am?' This uncertainty adds another layer of complexity to the emotional landscape of the song, making it a relatable narrative for anyone who has experienced the pain of unrequited love and the struggle to maintain self-respect in the face of it.