Choose Me
Jordan Suaste
I'm sorry that it felt so dirty to love me
I'm sorry that I'm just too wrong for your family
I'm sorry that I'm just a secret that you'll never tell
Cause I would've burned down the world if you asked me
We could've had such a beautiful ending
I would've been there for you
Through fire and hell
But you walked away
You still didn't stay with me
Wish I could say
That I hate your guts
But it still hasn't changed
I would give you my all
If you called and you asked
You know, I would still fall to my knees
And I'd pray, pray to the God that just threw me away
If I had the chance
I would beg him to show you that I was the one
Don't let fear just control you, don't give up on us
Just choose me
Choose me
I'm sorry that you felt so guilty for staying
Guilty for kissing me, guilty for wanting
The way that we touched, if that wasn't love
I don't know what could be
I didn't choose to be put in this body
No, I didn't choose to be hated for loving
Why would I choose to love someone, who's leaving
Why would I choose to be hated for breathing
You walked away
And I understand why, but
Wish I could say
That I hate your guts
But it still hasn't changed
I would give you my all
If you called and you asked
You know I would still fall to my knees
And I'd pray, pray to the God that just threw me away
If I had the chance
I would beg him to show you that I was the one
Don't let fear just control you, don't give up on us
Choose me
Choose me
You're such an expert at running away
You cover your eyes with your hands to escape
They sold you a lie that they covered as faith
When the truth is that life is a gift not to waste
You can search for a reason
For all of your life, but still end with the feelings
They're rooted inside
If you hide from the truth, for the rest of your life
Would you say you were happy, the day that you die
If I had the chance
I would beg him to show you
That there's nothing wrong with
The way that you are
We're all scared in the end
No one knows where we're goin'
So choose me