Backwards

Jorja Smith's song 'Backwards' delves into the complexities of personal growth, relationships, and the bittersweet nature of moving on. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a past relationship that was once filled with carefree moments and shared experiences. The opening lines, 'Once upon a time, there were things that we didn't mind,' evoke a sense of nostalgia for a time when life was simpler and more spontaneous. However, as the song progresses, it becomes clear that this relationship, while formative, was also fraught with emotional challenges.

Smith's introspective lyrics reveal her struggle to articulate her feelings and the internal conflict that arises from hurting someone she cares about. Lines like 'My heart came from the right place, I don't want to cause heartache, but my mind just couldn't translate' highlight the difficulty of navigating emotions and the unintended consequences of her actions. This emotional turmoil is further emphasized by the metaphor of driving fast and never looking back, symbolizing a desire to escape from the pain and confusion.

Despite the heartache, 'Backwards' is ultimately a song about growth and self-discovery. Smith acknowledges the lessons learned from the relationship, expressing gratitude for the patience and expectations it instilled in her. The lyrics 'You've shown me what's meant to be, what's meant for you is not meant for me' signify a realization that personal growth often comes from difficult experiences. The song concludes on a hopeful note, with Smith recognizing that she has grown and is now ready to move forward on her own, carrying the lessons of the past with her into the future.