So Tired

Josh A's song 'So Tired' delves into the emotional and psychological struggles that come with fame, wealth, and personal demons. The recurring theme of running from the fire symbolizes the constant pressure and stress that the artist feels. This fire represents the challenges and expectations that come with his lifestyle, and the act of running signifies his attempt to escape these overwhelming feelings. The lyrics 'Feeling kinda low yeah so I get higher' suggest a coping mechanism where he turns to substances to elevate his mood and escape his reality, albeit temporarily.

The song also touches on the artist's contemplation of mortality and the fleeting nature of life. Lines like 'Wrote a will at 21 so tragic, 22 and I picked out my casket' highlight a deep sense of despair and the fear of an untimely death. This is further emphasized by his admission of using pills to manage stress and the fear of not living much longer. The juxtaposition of having 'too much money in my hands' with the inability to comprehend his actions underscores the emptiness that material wealth can bring when mental health is in turmoil.

Josh A's lyrics also reflect a sense of identity crisis and the desire for change. He expresses a wish for others to see his true self and a longing for a moment of clarity where he can understand how he ended up in his current situation. The repeated mention of anxiety and the buildup of negative thoughts indicate a struggle with mental health issues. The song is a raw and honest portrayal of the internal battles that many face, especially those in the public eye, and serves as a reminder of the importance of addressing mental health.