Numb

Josh Makazo's song 'Numb' delves into the complexities of a tumultuous relationship where both parties are aware of their mutual flaws and emotional instability. The lyrics paint a picture of two individuals who are deeply intertwined yet struggle with their own inner demons. The opening lines, 'I know what you want from me / You know what I want from you,' suggest a mutual understanding of each other's needs and desires, but this understanding is overshadowed by the realization that their relationship is fraught with challenges. The phrase 'to keep me in this altitude / But now it's coming down' metaphorically represents the high points of their relationship that are now descending into chaos.

The recurring theme of insanity and emotional numbness is central to the song. Lines like 'Since we're both insane / You know you and I are both the same' highlight the shared mental and emotional struggles of the couple. The desire to 'feel till I'm numb' indicates a longing to escape the pain and confusion by reaching a state of emotional numbness. This paradoxical desire to feel something so intensely that it leads to numbness underscores the depth of their emotional turmoil.

The song also touches on themes of self-deception and the difficulty of letting go. The lyrics 'These are lies I'm telling to keep us' reveal the protagonist's awareness of the falsehoods they perpetuate to maintain the relationship. Despite recognizing the toxicity, there is a reluctance to part ways, as expressed in 'But I don't wanna let you go.' The repetition of the word 'numb' in the chorus serves as a haunting reminder of the emotional void that both individuals are grappling with. Ultimately, 'Numb' is a poignant exploration of the complexities of love, mental health, and the human desire to escape emotional pain.