Telling Myself

Joshua Bassett's song "Telling Myself" delves into the complexities of a relationship that has lost its way. The lyrics paint a picture of a love that started with simplicity and joy, likened to the carefree nature of children running around. However, as time progressed, the relationship soured, leading to a sense of disillusionment and doubt. The repeated questioning of "What were we both thinking?" and "How could I ignore my doubts?" highlights the internal conflict and naivety that both partners experienced as they tried to hold onto something that was slipping away.

The chorus is particularly poignant, as Bassett reflects on whether the relationship was ever as good as they believed. The lines "Did we stay together longer than we should?" and "Were we just playing pretend because we could?" suggest a deep introspection about the authenticity of their love. This self-questioning is a common theme in relationships that have ended, where one looks back and wonders if the effort and emotional investment were truly worth it. The repetition of "I keep on telling myself" underscores the struggle to come to terms with the reality of the situation.

In the latter part of the song, Bassett acknowledges the clarity that comes with distance and time. The admission that he wouldn't change a thing, despite the pain and confusion, indicates a sense of acceptance and growth. This realization is a crucial part of moving on from a failed relationship. The song captures the bittersweet nature of love and loss, and the human tendency to hold onto memories, even when they are tinged with doubt and regret. "Telling Myself" is a heartfelt exploration of the emotional aftermath of a relationship that was perhaps more illusion than reality.