Automutilação Não Suicida

Jotavenoy's song 'Automutilação Não Suicida' delves into the complex and often misunderstood topic of self-harm, distinct from suicidal intent. The repeated refrain 'Esse não é o fim' (This is not the end) serves as a powerful mantra of resilience and determination, emphasizing that the protagonist's journey is far from over despite the struggles they face. This repetition underscores a refusal to succumb to despair, highlighting a glimmer of hope amidst the darkness.

The lyrics explore the protagonist's internal battle, marked by feelings of isolation and a desire to escape from their current reality. The lines 'Não me diga que sabe o que eu sinto quando eu estou só' (Don't tell me you know what I feel when I'm alone) and 'Se bem que teve uma vez que eu queria ficar longe daqui' (There was a time I wanted to be far from here) reveal a deep sense of loneliness and a yearning for distance from their pain. The mention of 'automutilação não suicida' (non-suicidal self-harm) clarifies that the protagonist's actions are a coping mechanism rather than an attempt to end their life.

The song also touches on the theme of memory and forgetting, with the protagonist questioning whether their mind is protecting them from future pain by erasing past traumas. The lines 'Tem coisas que não lembro, Acabo esquecendo' (There are things I don't remember, I end up forgetting) suggest a struggle with fragmented memories and the uncertainty of whether forgetting is a form of self-preservation. The plea for forgiveness and the declaration of not giving up, 'Mas não vou desistir, Vou fugir daqui' (But I won't give up, I'll run away from here), further illustrate the protagonist's determination to keep fighting, even if it means escaping their current situation.

Jotavenoy's poignant lyrics and emotive delivery create a raw and honest portrayal of the complexities of self-harm, resilience, and the human spirit's capacity to endure. The song invites listeners to empathize with those who struggle with similar issues and to understand that their journey is ongoing and filled with hope for a better future.