Explain You

JP Saxe's song 'Explain You' delves into the complexities of a past relationship that continues to haunt the narrator. The lyrics open with a candid admission from the narrator's therapist, who labels the relationship as a 'learning experience.' This sets the tone for the song, highlighting the emotional and financial toll of trying to move on. The line 'Missing you is getting fucking expensive' poignantly captures the ongoing struggle and the high cost—both literal and metaphorical—of unresolved feelings.

The song explores the paradox of being deeply affected by someone who was never clear about their own desires. The narrator reflects on the confusion and pain of being wanted by someone who 'never knew what they wanted.' This sentiment is further emphasized by the narrator's encounters with new people who are 'nothing like you,' suggesting that the uniqueness of the past relationship makes it difficult to find closure. The repeated attempts to 'explain you to myself' signify the narrator's ongoing internal battle to make sense of the relationship, despite its inherent contradictions.

As the song progresses, the narrator acknowledges personal growth, stating, 'I loved you fully, but I'm growing up now.' This line signifies a shift in understanding what it means to love fully, suggesting that maturity brings a deeper comprehension of love and relationships. However, despite this growth, the narrator remains entangled in the past, unable to let go. The repetitive chorus underscores the futility of trying to rationalize the inexplicable, as the narrator admits that no matter how hard they try, they can never make sense of the relationship. This emotional turmoil is a universal experience, making 'Explain You' a relatable and poignant exploration of love, loss, and the struggle for closure.